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Southwest Missouri, United States
I am a Christian homeschool mom. I have homeschooled for 18 years. I have been happily married to the same great guy for 24 years. I have four wonderful kids ranging in age from 15 to 23. I live in the beautiful Missouri Ozarks.

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Winter Illusion

Here in the Ozarks we have three seasons of beauty. Spring is, as I have described before, a luscious feast for the eyes. Summer bestows lush greenery and beautiful wet-weather creeks and waterfalls. It is not uncommon to drive down a busy street and glance off to the side to see a waterfall bubbling by the side of the road, or water cascading down a craggy rock face. And of course there are the lakes glistening in the sunlight. The lakes call to us with their serenity and the promise of a good time to be had. Fishing, water skiing, boating, or just sitting by the edge watching the waterfowl; the lakes offer a variety of entertainments.




Autumn is my favorite time of year The leaves change almost daily, their subtle variations providing glorious ornamentation to the already beautiful landscape. I haven't painted in years, but each fall, the scenery beckons and I make my children and husband take photographs with the intention of capturing the rich tapestry of color on canvas. Every familiar sight becomes more interesting as Autumn paints it with the fabulous hues of the season.




But in contrast to the thrill the other seasons bring to my senses; I am not as enthusiastic about winter here in the Ozarks. To be fair, I don't like winter in general. I am not a fan of cold weather or snow or ice. I prefer temperatures in the 70's. I have lived in some very wintry places, and I do appreciate the beauty of the scenery clothed in glimmering snow and ice. And here in the Ozarks is no exception. When we get snow here, it is stunningly beautiful as well. The Cedar and Pine trees weighted down with a heavy wet snow and the calm untouched feeling of the landscape is breathtaking. But the problem is, we don't get much snow. If we do get winter precipitation it is usually in the form of treacherous ice. Ice that breaks power lines, leaving people without heat or electricity often for days. It is dangerous on our curvy and steeply pitched roads. It is, as I said, treacherous. Thankfully we don't get ice all the time either. It's not the cold and snow or even ice that makes winter unbearable.




How does the same landscape become so uninviting in the winter? The same features are there, but they are not appealing. The bleak expanse of familiar territory. The dull, lifeless terrain is devoid of color without a blanket of snow to hide it until spring.




That's how it seems in life sometimes। It seems as though it is winter, the weather is cold, but there is nothing beautiful to look at. There are great things you could do with a bit of snow; skiing, snowmobiling, sledding, sleighing, etc... but there is no snow. Day after day, of the same places and things. It seems as if it is one unending sequence of the same thing over and over.


But all the while; the earth is rotating and time is marching on. About the time we are resigned to winter for the rest of our lives; we begin to sense a change in the air. The days are getting longer, the sun is shining brighter, the temperature is a bit warmer. Then we begin to see the visible signs of spring. It's that way with life in general. We feel that we are going through the motions, not making any progress at all. We are on a never ending treadmill. There is no escape from the mistakes of the past, the monotony of the present, no prospect of hope for the future. But just as natural spring comes in it's season bringing with it new growth; so we will suddenly experience a season of growth and the budding of new life if we don't give up.


We all experience times that seem dry and our senses tell us we are flying upside down. It seems as though we won't ever get on course. But if we are following the voice of God and are putting His word in our hearts, we can be assured that the bleak, wintry landscape is just an illusion and spring is just around the corner.









Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Fear Not!

As I look around me, I see so many people staggering at what they see in the news. I am not making light of their concern. Many people are experiencing real difficulty. Many have lost jobs and homes, and have very grave concerns about their futures. I also have experienced some turbulence in the last year as we have faced many of those same challenges. You know that saying, "Tough times never last. Tough people do." I can say from experience that it is true. It all depends on your perspective.



It is important to anchor your thoughts, and to decide the outcome in advance. Psalm 34: 19 "Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him out of them all." At the very outset of trouble, it is important to determine that you will not cower in fear, but you will come out of trouble. Verse 4 of the same chapter says "I sought the Lord and He heard me, and delivered me from all my fears." That is the point I am trying to make. It is not the actual circumstance that has so many paralyzed; it is the fear of the circumstance. They see others lose their jobs, and immediately are convinced that they will be next. Did you ever notice that whenever an angel of the Lord, or the Lord himself appeared to someone in the Bible he said "Fear Not!"? Whenever the children of Israel came against an enemy, often a larger and more heavily armed enemy, the Lord would say, "Fear Not!"



Fear will take you where you don't want to go. It will open the very doors you don't want opened. It will close the door to help. And, it will shut down your creativity and blind you to new possibilities and opportunities. We cannot give any place to fear.

Monday, December 29, 2008

A Dazzling Climb

Spring faded into summer, and then fall, and now I find myself in the middle of winter. It has been a long time since I have written. I had planned to write daily. Almost without realizing it my life took over, I found the road a little steeper, and the elements a bit more of a nuisance. I found that I had allowed the strenuous climb to distract me from the priorities I had set. I wanted an outlet to crystallize my thoughts, to find the insights that are so often hidden below the surface. I wanted to open up to my friends and maybe offer a little encouragement and advice along the way. I would still like to do that. We can enjoy the scenery together, find the roads less traveled, and share some valid insights. I have found that even if the road becomes more challenging, the scenery can still be extraordinarily beautiful. The higher the altitude, the farther you can see. And if you choose to seek God's help and direction; He has a map. So, let's try this again, shall we?